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Hey, if I understood how Obsidian2Web's tags worked, this would probably be hopeful post. I want to break the mold a little.

I understand self-compliments might not be your cup of tea, especially if you're used to coming for depresso expresso so, you can simply go here instead to watch something more worth your time (might have to zoom out on mobile, sorry).

Auge des Sturmes #

The days lately have been a little rough, my mood has been worse because at the most quiet moments, I miss having a partner to exchange whatever is in my head with. This is something I want to write more about, but not right now.

Despite that, I'm working on the smallest of things even though I'm not at full energy. I'm grateful for being able to do that. It would have equally been easy to slump all day in bed and do nothing, maybe for an entire week, simply let myself get consumed by that low tide.

Rekontextualisierung #

The time I spend with myself allows me to slowly develop again what is me, it's tough switching from relying on others to exclusively relying on myself again. Once I feel stable ground under my feet, I think we can work on questions like that.

Wert der Wertlosen? #

Despite the hopeful post, I recognize my own self-criticisms. No matter how flawed I see myself though, there are still people who care about me and how I am doing in spite of that. That's easy to loose track of when you're spending hours writing about yourself (^^''), but a gift to be cherished. Thank you all, I wish I had higher words to express that. 💜

Cogito, ergo sum #

And despite all that has happened and the things that burden me, I'm still alive.
Shrouded and confused in complex questions about me and my place in the world, the universal anchor is that I exist. An anchor that has never broken (and hopefully never will).

Maybe we can make something good out of this, I'm sure there's sunshine behind this fog. So let's keep sailing.